March 22, 2012

He Said - Group 1 Crew

Who you are ain't what you're going through
So don't let it get the best of you
Cuz God knows everything you need
So you ain't gotta worry :)
You may be knocked down now, but just believe
What He said, He said

I won't give you more
More than you can take
And I might let you bend,
But I won't let you break
And no, I'll never ever let you go
Don't you forget what He said,
Don't forget what He said.

Don't fear when you go through the fire
Hang on when it's down to the wire
Stand tall and remember what He said...

EDIT: a few other things He said... "I'll show up and take care of you as I promised and bring you back to me. I know what I'm doing. I have it all planned out - plans to take care of you, not abandon you, plans to give you the future you hope for. When you come looking for me, you'll find me. When you call on me, when you come and pray to me, I'll listen. Yes, when you get serious about finding me and want it more than anything else, I'll make sure you won't be disappointed. I'LL turn things around for you." :) 

March 19, 2012

A Beating Heart

some lyrics I composed based on the poem "Twice" by Christina Rossetti. (you can read that poem here.) I hesitated to post it on my blog because of its blatant honesty... but then again, I'm kind of a sucker for blatant honesty. So hate it if you want, it's my heart.

O my love, O my love
There it was, pumping, beating. 
In the palm of my hand
And time was fleeting.
I knew what to do, I thought it made sense
I'd give it to you, I'd take such a chance...

O my love, you opened your palm
Your eyes smiled calm.
Nothing I saw warned me of the storm to come
Nobody told me I should run.

The weakness of my words is crippling
I buckle beneath your critical gaze.
The beating heart I gave you was not enough,
It was not enough, it was not enough,
It was not enough.

To watch you leave without looking back,
To know you saw me that way,
Was my least favorite feeling.
I hated that.
I wish I could forget that day.

I don't smile much lately anymore,
O my love, O my love.

But I pick up that broken heart from the sand
(Let me fall or let me stand)
God saw it all that day, He saw my tear-filled eyes
(Let me live or let me die)
This broken heart You see as whole...
Refine throughout with fire its gold
Hold it in Your forever hold
Whence none can pluck it out.

All I need to know is Your touch,
Onto Your strong Hand I'll cling...
Smile at me, I won't question much
Just smile at me, and I shall sing. 

March 9, 2012

what's going on...

yeahh, I'm getting my brother hooked on how i met your mother.

i'm sick of writing down biology notes and studying for 2 separate tests.

i'm job hunting... still gonna work at sizzler though.

i have a new piano student. his name is Mason and he's 6. *happy face*

yesterday i ate only apples and drank tons of water & tea and i lost a pound. i'm pretty sure i gained 5 today because i was so excited to eat food again. *siiiigh* must work out.

currently working on being one of these four amazing women. it's my dream.

there are just a few days left of the main street model search, and you can still vote for me! here's the link: 

and yeah, that's about it.... what's going on with you? :)